Saturday, June 18, 2011

I'M UGLY TODAY


I wish to rest, one day, on the beautiful freedom of loss

With no fear of the unknown, in submission, in acceptance

To laugh at my ugliness and not let hope distract me to denial

And to refuse to choose, for every road, will someday grow old


Awake alright, but haven’t we all closed our eyes?


I hope to, one day, not live in a world that judges and restricts

And focuses so much, on what’s bad and what’s wrong

Where they slaughter and find meaning, in their personal

Convenient versions, of holy books and religious songs


Unburnt alright, but haven’t we all felt the fire?


My memories will, one day, shimmer in the sunshine of remembrance,

And I’ll know how much I’ve had to give up for the sake of co-existence

Shackled no more to hypocrisy, my survival gizmo, I’ll let go and step down

The energy ladder, and feel the stability, one day, I’ll touch the ground


Unheard alright, but have you never shouted, “I don’t care”?


But today, I pretend and I’m proud, I’ve labeled black and white,

I've taken to the gun-point, and I kill to substantiate my might

I don’t care to appreciate the music in every sound

I've lost my smile, but who cares, I’ve won the fight


In the bottomless hunt for extremes, I feel we’ve overlooked the actuality of grey

In the quest for making tomorrow beautiful, I feel we’ve ignored the ugliness of today


Smile, appreciate, say thank you

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